The most liberating thing for me lately has been letting go of caring about what people think of me. I’m being the best person I can be, and not everyone will approve. My life has been a constant struggle for approval and I must say, letting go of that has been fucking fantastic.

My life now is about being as productive and positive as humanly possible. If you don’t have an interest in sharing this with me, I don’t need you to pretend to be my friend. You go do your thing, and I’ll do mine. No hard feelings or judgments passed. I have a few quality friends, and they are more than enough.

Today I woke up and decided to take the final step in getting happy. And fuck, I will do it.

Let’s face the facts. Most of the time, you won’t get a second, third, or fourth chance. With friends, jobs, etc. It’s not easy. But it’s never too late to give yourself another chance, to tackle an obstacle, and to overcome something once and for all. I am not afraid to say, I am very proud of myself for finally creating an amazing path for myself, and setting myself up for success. I feel myself again, but a lot stronger. For the longest time, I leaned on my friends solely for support. They were my crutch. But I never leaned on myself. I never took the time to work on being happy. For some people happiness comes naturally, and obstacles are not too difficult to overcome. For me, this isn’t the case. I’m so glad I know what I want now, and I’m chasing after it, instead of focusing on things that will only bring me down.